always.

Friday, December 29, 2006

working ytd was quite fun.
ii met quite a number of my friends.
ii saw jel&lester, edwin&ellis, dom&his sis.
thn edwin&ellis&his dad help me buy some ba kwa.
lol.
ii shld get more of thm to come visit me.
so tht working won't be so boring.
cus with thm visiting me,
ii can chit chat a while here&there.

& at least ytd,
ii didn't do just sales for 5hrs.
ii did packing&cutting.
it's so much more fun thn keep talking for 5hrs.
today work will be from 6-10.
hope da load is not to heavy either.

chalet tml;
ii can't wait.
countdown tgt! (:

watersapiens! <3

Thursday, December 28, 2006

ok, went shopping with my mum today.
bought a off-shoulder top & a pair of heels.
& ii also bought a watch 2 days ago.
it's da looney toons series.
damm cute la!
ii bought da one with taz,
black&red.
ii love it!
but it cost me 89bucks.
ii paid 50 alr, my mum paid da rest.
ii'll hafta pay her back whn ii get my pay.
which is gonna be feb by da time.

& tml,
ii only need to work for 5 hrs!
tht's great,
cus it means tht ii won't need to stand for long hrs.
5 hrs, still can tahan luh.
my supervisor still not bad la,
bought us chocolates on christmas eve & christmas.

ok, it's 2.05am now.
gotta sleep ler.
needa wake up early tml,
to go down to da HQ with my mum to sign da contract.
xoxo. (:

you're my one & only love <3

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

ok, it's starting to rain non-stop agn.
ii don't like it.
this would mean tht,
da pool water today will be damm cold during trng.
now ii'm having a second thought,
whether to go for trng.
cus thur ii'll be working,
& might be standing for 8hrs agn.

so anw, da bch HQ called today.
they asked me to go down & sign da contract.
told thm ii wont be free tml,
so ii'll be gng down on thus.
which means ii may/may not need to work on thus.
somehow ii hope can work la,
but not long hrs.
cus sat would be da chalet.
ltr leg aching go there also can't enjoy.

so yeah, looking forward to da chalet.
first WS chalet?
so hope things will turn out find.
& ii said something damm stupid ytd.
my mum told me tht,
whn she woke up at 3 to close da windows cus of da rain.
she heard me saying:
wanna come try bch bak kwa? it's sliced pork.
whn ii heard tht ii was like wth.
such a stupid thing to say la.

whatever it is, ii gonna go sleep now.
gng out tml with my mum to shop.
(:

Monday, December 25, 2006

x'mas eve & christmas is ruin.
ii need to work during this 2 days.
& it's like until 11pm?
ytd was 6-10,
today 3-11. wtf la.
but suan le la,
ii need to do all these to earn money.
UGHH!

my legs are aching a lot.
have been standing for 8hrs for these 2 days.
first time ii stand so long can.
bth bth bth.
ii starting to hate da job! /:

Saturday, December 23, 2006

ytd was quite a fun day.
went over to xiaoying hse & stay after trng.
huabin, huajian & reuben also went.
we went to watch night of da museum.
it's a funny movie.
ii love da dumbdumb!
"dumbdumb, do you've any gum gum?"
"dumbdumb, ii think you better run run!"
so cute!

anw, me& reuben didn't slept for da whole day.
we were very hungry like around 4 plus.
but couldn't find any food,
& can't get outta da hse.
so like every 1min,
one of us will start complaining.

ok, ii shall go get some sleep.
ii'm tired now.
& ii gonna work for da first day today ltr!
[:

Thursday, December 21, 2006

this few days it's either raining non-stop,
or either raining on&off.
it's troublesome,
whn you hafta get out of da hse.
& ii don't wanna bring an umbrella along,
it's like a bit ah-ma?
ii don't know but anw,
this make da water damm cold la.
ytd trng we were like swimming in ice water.
really very very cold.
ii can't stand it.
keep jumping up&down whn ii'm pushed into da pool.

& tml,
ii think ii'm gonna go boo's hse to stay.
just for fun? lol.
cus there's ghost show tml,
we can watch it tgt.
ii haven't been to their hse to stay since last yr.
ii miss da childhood times,
whn we always go each other hse to stay during hols.
we're best friends now&forever[:

Monday, December 18, 2006

now ii understand da feeling of earning money.
it's just nw as easy as ii think.
it's simply tiring.
just for tht few bucks,
you've to work your ass out.
anw it would be temporary,
whn ii get confirm during jan.
ii won't have to work like this anymore.

but anw, it was quite fun.
to take life up to da top floor,
& thn go down by stairs.
throw those flyers into those with dogs,
& thn quickly run away.
haha.
xiaoying also faced da same prob.
we just scream, throw, run! lol.

but it's quite tiring whn there's block wit 3 seperated parts.
cus they're not link.
so we've to start with da corners thn da centre.
lucky me&xiaoying went to distribute tgt.
so we each took one side,
if not ii've to up& down da blk like some idiot for like 6 times.

actually it's quite a good exercise huh.
just tht we didn't run & finish all those flyers.
but having friends staying around da area you're distributing,
is quite an advantage.
cus you can just leave your bags there,
so tht you won't need to bring along such a heavy object along.
& if you need some rest,
can just drop by your friend hse for a drink.
but afterall, it's fun. [:

ii'm feeling so lousy.
whatever ii do,
ii just can't make things right.
ii feel shitty now.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

trng today was alright.
there was 4 batch of ppl today.
da older ones doing bronze cross,
& da younger ones are spilt into 3 grps.
leo&xy did ironman/woman.
me&pc did surfboard&canoe.
da rest did run swim run.
ii love da surfboard!
lying on top of it & paddling is nice.
but ii hate it whn ii get injuries from it,
at arms/knees or whatever.
but afterall, ii just love da surfboard.

tml ii'm gng down to orchard for an interview.
hope it's have positive resutls.
bla.

ii am tired but ii can't slp.
still hafta wake up early tml.
zzz.
& now, xiaoying is at chalet.
anges com's down.
no msn game partner!
& ii think da stupid msn is having prob agn.
sian sian sian!
how to survive in da night,
w/o my msn games?

now ii'm on da phone with besto & ass.
dont understand what they're talking.
but someow ii miss thm.
lol. [:

Friday, December 15, 2006

sigh, went for 2 job interview today.
breadtalk & bee cheng hiang.
breaktalk's pay is only $4 per hr,
but long term.
bee cheng hiang is $5 per hr,
but thn only for da new yr festive mth.
my cousin work there before,
& she earn like $1000 plus for just tht mth.
so ii think ii'll be just working there if they want me.
hope they want luh.
da job there quite easy,
just ask ppl try samples.
why is it so diff to find a job?
siannnnnsss.
]:

& ah tht uncle/ahpek/ahgong daniel tan,
is so cuckoo.
talking to him really can die luh.
you this lao uncle damm bad lehs.
eeeeee!
tml you go trng you knw!
lol. [:

ok, now it's 2:35am.
ii'm still here online,
playing online pool.
lol, cuckoo huh.
but ii think ii'm addicted to it alr.
due to someone luh, lol.

but anw, ii went trng today.
& surprisingly,
today trng quite a no. of ppl turn up.
last wk there's only 3 pathetic ppl.
me; hj & jas.
but today, there's abt like 12?
lol, quite good alr.
but da more da ppl,
tht means da more we've to swim.
but actually,
it's not tht bad la.
we played relay after tht.
& after warm down,
we discuss abt da year-end chalet.
mr kwa was saying he'll go fishing.
so me&xy suggested tht we'll go along,
but instead of fishing we'll be throwing stones into da pond.
& ii think mr kwa will be sitting there for hrs&hrs,
w/o able to fish any fish.
lol, quite a nice plan.
ii can't wait for chalet to come!
countdown tgt with so many ppl.
fun fun fun!

back to my pool game.
sometimes it's a bit irritating whn you can't find an opponent.

& to anges:
go get your com fixed soon!
ii miss playing solitaire with you until midnight.
there's no one to ply solitaire with me,
like for example now.
you're da only one who can ply with me till so late.
& now your com is down.
ii just hope your com get fixed real soon!
miss you girl! <3

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

ok, my com have been down for 2 days.
even thou it's just two days,
it makes a lot of diff now when it's hols.
plus ii can't find a job.
so da com is now my only companion at late night.
w/o it, ii can really die mans.

so this 2 days w/o da com,
ii mainly survive on DOHA GAMES.
at least there's something worth watching.
now it's surfing,
singapore & india ii think.
anw,
singapore had alr won 8 medals in da DOHA GAMES alr.
tht's such a great achievement for singapore.
wow, lol.

anw, ii didn't went trng today.
a bit guilty but thn..

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

went for steamboat just now.
& now ii;m having stomach cramps.
don't know if it's due to da food.

ok, it's our 16mth tgt.
had some disagreements recently,
but was glad tht it's alright now.
hopefully things will be better in da future.
[:

you're my one & only.
ii'll never leave you unless you ask me too! <3

Sunday, December 10, 2006

hey goodfriend!
don't worry, ii didn't forget you.
you're still my goodfriend yeah?
ii'll definitely call/sms you
whnever ii'm feeling down,
bcus you know me well!
ii'll be glad if you don't find me irritating.
sorry tht ii neglected you tdy.
ii promise there won't be another time.

haiya, nvm abt thm la.
have me right? lol.
good luck for your match ltr on!
finals right?
gogogo, you can do it der!
ii love you la goodfriend!
[:

we'll be da greatest goodfriend now&forever.
ii'll never leave you unless you asked me too! <3

Friday, December 08, 2006

ok, there was no interview today.
joseph gave me da wrong add.
da shop had ceased operation.
like wth can?
in the end ii've to call da headquarter myself.
so well, ii called.
& they say they'll infrom me on mon/tue.
hopefully ii could get da job.
& ii just got ellis into it.
[:

s'pore won a gold medal
after like 20 plus year in swimming!
tht's was totally awesome!
they were like in a line,
TAO LI is really great.
she swam a 26.73sec for 50m fly.
& she's only 16 this yr.
she really my idol! :D

& yeah,
ii just can't stand your flirtatious feeling.
can you just kindly be faithful to your gf?
ii dont understand what's so good abt da other party.
everytime ii explain to you what goes wrong,
you just simply find excuses for yourself.
look at yourself & reflect upon youself la.
everytime whn u tell me abt your fantasy,
ii just feel like giving you a tight slap?
look at yourself,
what rights do you have to do this?
going dating with another party,
whn you alr have a gf?
your gf don't deserve such treatments from you.
ii dont understand why,
you just can't appreciate what you've now.

being a two-timer,
will not lead you to enjoyment or whatever shit you think.
in da end,
you'll lose both/maybe not.
maybe da other party will wnt you.
whatever it is,
just look at your behaviour now & reflect upon youself la.
ii dont wish to poke into your problems anymore.
you're making feel frustrated by listening to all this shits.

ii love it when your heart smiles. <3

ok, ii'm rather moody now.
dont know what's wrong with everything.
ii'm feeling so weak now.
but ii'll try my best to hang it on there.
why this keep happening to me?
is this really what it's suppose to be?

anw, ii'll be gng down to tumble tots
for job interview tml.
somewhere at orchard.
da pay is not bad.
just play around with kids.
hope tht ii'll get da job,
cus ii love playing with kids.

ii really wish for things to be like der past.
thing seems to be better in da past.
what's with da changes?

Thursday, December 07, 2006

ok, this is getting so lame.
me & anges had nothing to do,
so we decided to flood xy's blog agn.
but ii think it's quite fun to do so la.
kinda silly?
but anw,
gossiping at her tagboard seems wierd.
hopefully da bad breath someone
will not know we're are talking abt ****.
ii think whn there's nothing to do,
ppl just tend to do some stupid stuff
to entertain themselves.
blaaaaa-

back to flooding.
[:

ii dont know what ii did wrong
to deserve such treatment & insults from you.
ii just dont understand why everything ii do,
is just not what you want.
yeah,
ii'm dumb; stupid; idiot.
whatever you call me.
ii'm just a 16yr old kid
or sld ii say a 6 yr old kid?
ii dont know.
at this point of time,
ii'm loss for words.

II'M JUST NOTHING TO YOU!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

just be faithful to your gf can!
you're such an asshole by being a two-timer.
stop finding excuses for your actions la.
your actions make me feel so fed-up.
why can't you just understand what ii'm telling you.
shut all you rubbish.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

ok, ii completed my 10km run.
da feeling of accomplishment was great.
but it feels kinda wierd too.
wake up early in da morning at 4 plus,
just for da whole event.
which is just too run?
a bit not like me.
even during sch time/trng,
running a 2.4km ii'll alr be complaining ler la.

but well,
ii'm glad ii completed it.
& passing all da streets with thousands of ppl
running tgt was cool.
usually to get to all this places,
is usually by cab/buses/car.
but today, ii used legs to run all these places.
usually my legs are not quite useful ah.
ii don't use it so much.
haha.

& now back home,
my ankles are aching.
ii hope my ankles would be ok by wed,
if not how m ii gonna take my bronze cross?
& talking abt bronze cross,
ii've not study a tiny winy bit of it.
this is like after so many weeks of o's,
tht's ii need to study agn.
[:

you & ii would be tgt,
at da end of da world. <3